chibi practice

It's 5am & I haven't slept.. school starts in 2 days.. my sleeping schedule is wonderful thank you for asking
anyway uh this is just a random chick for "draw a gijinka of your blog instagram" on insta, though she doesn't represent anything except the sketch book and pencil? &I s2g i change my style every time i draw something. still haven't found something im comfortable with so ha hh;;
_{self rant..
I'm starting to hate my art for not being good enough.. I want to improve but I am extremely slow at everything (I mean like this shitty little thing here took me like how long??? I don't even know because it's been over the course of 2 days but at least 6+ hours altogether.. don't even ask me how because i seriously don't know. And it goes the same for every digital piece I work on, it frustrates me to no end. I take so long on something that's not even good and then i realize how much i suck)}